I discovered I was pregnant when I was 31 years old and ending a three year relationship with my boyfriend. I always wanted to be a mom and looked forward to becoming pregnant; however, these were not the circumstances I anticipated. I loved my baby boy from the moment I knew I was pregnant. I loved him with all of my heart. I loved him so much, but I knew I could not give him the life he deserved. I talked it over with my family and decided that placing him for adoption was the greatest act of love I could show him. He is with Brad and Suzanne, the family I chose for him. They are loving him and giving him the life I want for him. He is my most precious joy and will always be in my heart.